Baby Blu is starting to feel better. She's been quite sick this week. With, as it seems, half of the DFW population.

It was a good day. The bungalow was filled with kids and a frightened yet curious kitty cat. Boy games, girl games, darts, kiddo fashion show, cartoons, pizza, taking a nice brisk walk, grocery shopping and dropping some cash at the auto repair shop and being chased by a dog were all part of our day.

I did a lot of cleaning today. I rid myself of some clutter and it felt good.

A movie started to play on "Dinner and a Movie" on TBS that I questioned my watching. So I sent out a text. "Should I really watch "Serendipity" alone? Or will I cry myself to sleep because I'm without a partner? lol" My older sister replied with "Crying is good sometimes. I say yes." My Honey Bunny GF replied with "Don't you dare watch that! (She said it was all about long lost love and how life won't be good without it) ...Call some-such, he's always good for a f*ck love conversation." I told her it's too late to heed her warning, due to that I already invested 10 minutes in to it and will finish watching.

Then we had a back and forth funny banter about it all and how I should live closer because they were trying out a new blender and drinks. This made me smile and laugh.

Oddly enough, I've seen this movie before, but I totally forgot how the middle went or what the ending was. The movie is now coming to an end.
I remember the beautiful snowflakes.

Destiny? Fate? Some glorious plan? Right time, right place?
No, I don't think so. People do things every day that thwart all of that. I think that life is more like a game of Frogger, where you have to jump forward and backward, left and right, away from resistance and harm. Is there ever a real chance of finding your soulmate, or even someone really appropriate for you when you are merely trying to survive?

For me? I will just exist. This is what I know how to be best. I will go with the ebb and flow of my life and the experiences it has in store for me.
So far, I am still alive and kicking.